Liralen Li (liralen) wrote,
Liralen Li

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Still tired. Had a very unhappy leave-taking of Jet this morning. He kept wailing, "No good-bye! No good-bye! No good-byes!!"

This is the very first time in almost two years that he's been really unhappy about me leaving him at Joan's. Since Haley's been in pre-school for the last two weeks, and not been there on Tuesdays and Thursdays, Jet's been less happy about going there. I am glad that pre-school is starting next week, so he can meet up with more kids and play with more things and people and learn new stuff. Then he also won't have to go to Joan's when Haley's not there.

It was very hard to leave him while he was crying his eyes out. But Joan was very business like and just took him, kicking and screaming, and I was left in the driveway with tears drying on my shirt. So I went to work.

Felt kind of empty doing it, though. Ah well.

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