Especially when one lady asked me, "Were you really that... hyper?"
I still remember the head swivel everyone did when the Horde watched the movie with me present at the first scene with Jordan.
Now I feel slow and old. Ah well.
I'm realizing that I've gone a very long ways from where I was... I feel my older and slower and politically cautious and more tired, now. Maybe it's good for me to stop and rest and revisit and recapture who and what I really want to be as myself again. Maybe the costs of success were higher than I'd originally counted. It is a good thing to know.