I guess I'll just ride it out and figure out where it ends before buying any clothing. My t's and jeans still are functional, though my old fat-pants are kind of comical. But if I keep trying to pull my belt closer by a couple notches it does not have, I may have to go back to my college days belt. I'm getting closer to the weight I was in college than I ever thought I would have even approached again. I have abs again, and my muscle tone is such that I'm even more determined to go through with kendo this week and on a more regular basis.
My brain is back. John said that I sound like a completely different person today. Time to dive back into stuff. It's good to get courage.